---~@ and today @~----

i cant believe this is my second entry of the year (ada kemajuan which also means that i have a lot of time doing nothing!)

i have read one of my friend's blog recently. one particular reason why i brought this up is because we do shared the same problem while working at the same 'roof' couple of years back. back stabber yeah, thats the key words. the phrase tat changed my life upside down (entirely-im not kidding!). I never expected tat smiley, honest face was so innocent, the face that make u works extra miles, was in fact 'the' person that hate u so much and will eat your guts alive if given a chance. and the worse part of it, this person is the same race as me! so so ironic, coming to think of it..i remembered an old saying said, " keep your friends close and your enemy closer". well, i surely know what it means by now.


back stabber is everywhere, which ever you turn and where ever you go, this species will always be there to hunt you down.

hehehhe..i remembered the first day i joined the company, i promised myself that this is the company that i will give 110%, cause im so tired of jumping here n there (finding a very cozy working environment is not an easy job, and trust me, u will never found one) and plus the company is 100% bumi and the business was good with more than 10mill annual revenue (which is not bad considering the company is still quite new in the market). but in the end, the back stabber ruined my life and my, well u may call it too ambitious career ambitions.

that is long time ago and in time, i might forgive them (but not forget). I truly believe that,
"doa orang yang teraniaya dimakmulkan tuhan". all i can say that, what goes around will comes around.

p.s. better watch your steps if u r now working with 100% bumi company...do not say i didn't warned you (unless u r the back stabber yourself). good luck!

until then

---~@ and now what @~---

it seems like yesterday since i enrolled myself with campus life, and 4 months from now, i will get my master. Times do flies. I meant it! I could not even believe it myself sometimes. You know what, sometimes..at nite (u know when u try to find the sleeping 'tune'..) when i closed my eyes, i can still remember what it feels like during my early childhood. I remember i 've lost my selipar jepun at the age of 5, i sure wont forget the pain at my right eye during my first school fight at the age of 71/2 and of coz my teens and now..hhmmm..im turning 34 this year, and yet it seems odd. heheheh..midlife crisis? so early meh? ahhahah, i don think so.

there is so much in my life that i dreams on doing. bungee jumping for instance, skydiving, kissing my wife at the top of Eiffel Tower, becoming a billionaire..and so on. well u know wat, none of those dreams will ever coming true even if i lived and died seven times.

have u ever experience, u know..when u woke up every morning thinking on what must u do today? what will be inside my life menu today? hhmmm..i wonder, wait let me see, breakfast at 9, then lunch at 1, oh ya..pick up mails, bla bla bla. heheheh, it funny sometimes when u can plan your life 2-3 days ahead (when everything you do becoming a rutin). the only change in ur life menu is during the weekends, and tats it! when Monday comes, the shit will begins all over again, and just when you becoming to realizes your surrounding...the new year is just around the corner and yes it will add up another year in your pathetic life. (well maybe not yours..)

this is my first entry in the year 2011, and coming to think of it (from my past entry last year), this very entry will be the only entry in this boring year (altho i hope i cud write more..u know, to understand my inner self..ahahahhah)

anyways, hepi new year 2011 to all of you, may your life full of enjoyment and happiness...not like mine.

p.s: the only thing cheerful today was, man utd have beat liverpool in FA cup 4th round at Old Trafford, well not much actually but enuf to keep me smiling for 15 minutes.

until then

---~@and now, whats next?@~---

last weekend was the finale of my second semester. i am planning to have a long break after the finals..but unfortunately i have to take a short semester course next month instead. aduyai..anyways, i have heard that the course did not need me to think as much as i did for the last couple of semester. I only have to sit there, listen what he or she says..anticipation here and there, make sure my attendance is more than 80%..i should finish the course in no time (of coz if the rumors is true ). The only one thing that i look forward for this particular course is that, we will meet new faces, not like now..only 5-6 students in my class. well it a little bit boring though sometimes. I need to interact more and i also need to practice my "Law of Connection" or maybe the "Law of Attraction" assuming i am business oriented, i think i can sell something or maybe nothing thehehhe, dun u think?


i watched my fav team played last night..thinking of it makes me feel like stop writing, but hey..i need to write at least one sentence right. ok, enuf one sentence lets proceed to another paragraph. what? well i don't want to talk about the game or winning team either. the only thing that i know that MY TEAM %$@!KED last night.


i went to Alamanda today with my daughter. Have lunch with my wife at McDonald's (taking the chance of paying less with McValue lunch)...lost my parking ticket and found it again at the information center (thanks to the person who found it..u r an honest person..ada lagi rupanya org mcm ni kat dunia ni..i thought it already extinct)....hang around for another hour after my wife left (her lunch time was over)..met a friend (last i met her a year ago)..and then drove home with looking at the sky saying...

" Damia, looks like its gonna rain again today..." i looked at her and she said

"ayah, ujan...." ahahahha..your mom will be pissed off if its rain yet again, she just washed her car!

P.S: i need to get freshen up and i hate my long hair!


until then

---~@ After A while @~---

my first entry in 2010. im getting older and counting, yet my 2009 resolution seems like....well as far as im concern is down there somewhere in my medulla oblongata, meditating. i quit my job u know..heh. yup im opening my own business now far far in the east malaysia. why in the east bro? one of my 'bro' asked (kenapa kena panggil bro...bila mak aku beranak kan ko?)..anyways. for me east is like something feng sui. u know, mongolian's tent/hut or whatever u call it, always have their door build pointing to the south because they believe rich and wealthy coming from that direction. but for me my star i believe pointing to the east. actually rezeki ada di mana-mana. dimana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan (my ex-boss always said that...for me the quote acceptable in my life) i dont have rich parent (like some kids do..), rich relative? jauh sekali..so for that particular citation "di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan" i can accept it as true.

my first year will end this coming march..did i tell u that? im continuing my master at the moment...hehehhehe, hoping to get an upgrade salary after my graduation, but yet i think that also unlikely not going to happen, considering my situation at the moment. might be also i will proceed to phd..who knows? at the end? there u have it..a college professor. when i introduce my idea of becoming a lecturer to my wife, she hated it. ahahahh....dun know why.

do you feel the heat? i mean it is very hot. even showering thunder could not eliminate the heat and the warmness of the weather. i often 'topless' at home only wearing my Hawaiian trouser, cant bare the heat..sorry man. i shower 3-4 times daily... hehehe..i dun have hairy chest (im not a hairy person) so, less sweat odor and less stink aroma. but i do wear my deodorant at home, i dun know why..i like the smell of freshness not the stinking heat smell.

oklah..enuf for today, actually i just finished my assignment (i have to submit it by 2morro). feels like writing something..then blik! i do have a blog..why not i write something in there instead. talk to guys later.

until then

p.s: what is like to be rich??

---~@ Updates @~----

welcome to my page for todays reviews. for updates of my current availability..u know wat? i will start working next month! yup...after 3 long months of waiting and suffering..at last yahooo! and another good news..i will continue my masters in July! so, starting next month will be the beginning of the new era of ME! im employed and also im a student (again)..hope to c u guys more often after this (n i hope i cud write more..)..

p.s i miss my campus life

until then

---~@ Vacancies? @~---

it is hard, i knew it! i cant deny it! and i could not stop it! Good God...i felt so worthless.

its been 2 months now since i (i meant we...yeah as if i forgot my family) left Holland. sikalang hamba berpijak di bumi yang nyata. Malaysia yang terchenta. and also im officially unemploy for the last couple of month...and still counting (i hope not too long..WAAAaaaaaaaaaa!!!!). actively seeking for 'a' job at the moment. so anybody out there has job opening..just let me know.

i will update on my job seeking or my job hunting from time to time. btw, the following are my past job experience and qualification:-

i) Expert in baby sitting (more than 3 years on site experience)

ii) Ability to handle/adapt extreme pressure (especially from small children and adults dress like a child)

iii) Know to cook rice splendidly without using rice cooker (can u beat that idham?)

iv) Been able to wash and fold clothes nicely according to the color code

v) Responsible for sending and picking up wife from work everyday (except on weekends or when my wife amik mc)

i will accept full time/part time basis, im willing to travel and also willing to be relocate, of coz with 1 month notice. oh yah, i do not have my own transport (but don't worry, i will use public transport-no biggy)

p.s call me or email me

until then

---~@ Tekeduhung @~---

Lawas baji kilat kelemai behai. takajut jua ku bila ku buka beita Harian online kelemai. nya adik ku dai post opis lawas sampai ke jalan basa ah bank pertanian atu kedalaman (siing simpang 3 ke hospital), pupus kepala jamu dalamnya. di maapok pun kana, di tausan angkat tia lagi. tepaksa kana pindah. tahun lapas kebanjian jua di lawas, tapi tahun ani lagi teruk (mungkin sabab projek hidro mengkali). luan banyak puhun di tabang. tejadi tia banji kilat. ku danga epot pun kedalaman jua. adik ku kaaja naik bot..cali inda cali.

baik jua nasib umah bapa ku inda kedalaman. jaang jua kedalaman kawasan atu bah. pesaan ku nada mesai banji kawasan atu walaupun hampi banda. di mana? eh perumahan bawah masgid lama. adu jua perumahan di bawah atu, tapi bukan yang bahau bana, yang mula-mula kana bina dahulu. baik jua lah, mun inda ada kan di asai, bah mana kan nauh kuita, baang umah lagi..bukan dapat claim insuran. bana jua tu.

kadai-kadai di lawas atu pesaan ku ugi basa. bukannya dikit-dikit uginya. mun sudah tinggalam sepauh kadai jamu...hehehheh.

p.s. baik jua mama sama bapa abis sudah ngatam..mun inda, abis padi. alhamdullillah

until then